here u go fazlina :)


see e monkey which is the 4th from ur left ? :/ haha..

today's e the start of the supposedly-to-be holiday, but i'm sure this will not be a relaxing and fun break for majarity of the jc 2 in jj. it will be a hell lot mugging period :(

anyway, i'm goin to survive thru these weeks of hardcore revision! :D

our 18th month anniversary is 4 days away. with the arrival of 1st june 07, it will be our 1 and a half yr anni :) this road has been full of ups and downs, nevertheless, we braved it through together. thank you javier for all u have done for me, and us.

i love u soooooo much, so much that u r not a part of me, but the whole of me.

here's a song to you, my love.

would you be there

If i were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok
Would you stand by me,let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time.

If i feel good, would you slow dance with me,
and touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me,would you run with me,
and never look back.....

Would you be there to love,to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love,to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there.....

If i will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way...

[[Would you be there to love,to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away?]] x2

Would you be there.... For me.....


i will be there for you javier.

to these bunch of people who have made my jc life a colourful and memorable one, kudos to all of ya! :)

u enter my life as stranger,
brought me smiles and laughter.
memories that we have shared,
till this day it never sheds.
in e yr of twenty 07,
when the day of parting comes.
leave ur tears behind,
and take away the precious us.
when it's time to leave,
strangers gone,
friendship soared,
for our bonds
will never rot...

thank you for entering my life,
bringing me sweet moments of love and joy.
we have come this far,
to witness the love we have.
tears and sorrows you swallow,
to pride the girl of urs.
with each passing day,
ur love remains thus strong.
maybe u never know,
how much i need you.
maybe u never see,
how much i have done for you.
but,
deep in my heart,
my love has been crucified
in the name of urs...

i love you.

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

blogger has not been functioning and serving its users well recently. it's quite irritating in the sense that when i felt like blogging, the system was down, and the vice versa. blame it on luck then :) or perhaps i shld have "sayang" it and "established a bi-lateral tie" with it. in that case, it will not leave me in the lurch then.

anyway, i have been wanting to post some pictures taken during the family gathering for mothers' day celebration, but blogger was down, so i couldnt post the pictures earlier on. i better do it now before it malfunctions again.


mothers' day cake!

presenting my mummy!

my family!



the young couple...


jilu & rilu

haha... it was a joyous occasion as it was quite seldom that we were able to have a family gathering due to our hectic schedules. therefore, i felt elated to see everyone sitting down to have a meal together :)

after the celebration with my family on friday, we had a celebration with jav's mum on saturday. we went to a restaurant in lucky plaza which sells ayam penyet, and wow, the indonesian food served there were rarely seen in singapore. overall, i enjoyed the meal, even though i ate not much since the chilli was too spicy that it killed my appetite. do give it a try but please be prepared to wait as there are many customers
wanting to eat at this place which served good food at affordable price :d

hehe..some random pictures on the way there..


deep in thoughts...


digging " gold"...


beauty and the beast :)

alright, gonna mug for tml's econs test. i had 3 tests consecutively in a day, and sadly, though we had prepared for them ( except the econs national quiz ), time had not been kind to us, so we ended up not able to complete them :(

i'm going to aim for SPEED!!! haha...

i realised that my previous entry was quite emotional. i apologize for the strong feelings revealed in the entry.

my condolences to our principal, mr koh, whom mother had passed away on thursday. sometimes this might be a better option for both the family members and the deceased, especially if the person was critically ill and agony was all one could feel. having to accept the passing away of your loved ones might be difficult, especially in the beginning when family members are still grasping with the terrible blow. i sincerely hope that his family, as well as mr koh himself will take it in stride. may god shower them with blessings in this difficult time.

looks can be deceiving at times. we might agree that one's unpleasant actions can mislead us into thinking that he/she is detestable and should be condemned by all. however, did it ever cross our mind that the person's intention is good, but his expression is not able to convey his message across to others? it is a pity that this should happen. After the urgent meeting called by the teacher to meet the student leaders on friday morning, it dawned on me that it was foolish of me that i was controlled by my heart and not the brain previously.

it was impulsive of me to let my heart rule my actions and not my brain. what we see on the surface might not necessary implies the same if we give an inner analysis of the issue. i learnt an important lesson, that is never judged a book by its cover.

on a lighter note,it's mothers' day today!

a series of unpleasant happenings occurred in sch recently, and it was hard to deny that the whole school was affected by these upsetting occurrences.

the j2 leaders were called for a meeting this morning and we were given an earful of scoldings by the teachers. it was really sad to hear that our sports teams werent performing, and to add salt to the wound, our jj supporters were not showing the character which we shld have posessed. when we win, we cheer, this is known as spirit. when we lose we cheer, this is character. sadly, after the incident yesterday, our image was tarnished by some senseless people who used vulgarities after the badminton match.

i agreed with mr ng's word. all the efforts built up by the previous jj students and current j2 match over these 5 years will gone down the drain due to some foolish comments and actions committed by our fellow juniors.

perhaps we the j2 student leaders have not done enough in influencing them positively. however, this is not the only reason which can explain for the reckless behaviour of our j1s. sometimes i really think that some of the juniors require "soul cleansing". i'm not saying the whole cohort of students are mis-behaving, but at times, a black sheep can result in the whole herd being penalised as well.

hopefully, someone will be able to knock some sense into their heads soon before the present situation takes a change for the worse.

blogs are becoming a tool used by the sch to spot "defiant" students who voice their opinions against the sch recenly. yesterday, a particular j1 was being called up by the principal as he wrote some words regarding our principal. i admit his action was too overboard, but in other circumstances, i feel that a student has the right to blog about his/her personal stuff, without making personal attacks to others.

a few weeks ago, there was an incident which occurred to my friend. ever since, she has developed a phobia towards someone who acted rashly and critically reprimanded her for blogging about certain stuff. being at a higher authority doesnt give someone the right to intrude into others' privacy, and wat was worse is that he seemed to have forgotten that he had crossed the boundary between a student and him.

i can only say that i'm utterly disgusted by his actions.

hopefully, this thunderstorm will come to an end soon. may the sun rise and shine again :)

there are lots of tests ard the corner, and i'm struggling to cope with them. may the strength and forces be with me through this period.

natural disasters have been occurring, and the most recent one is the hurricane which took place in America. may the people who have suffered from these natural hazards recovered from the loss and bestow upon them the courage and ability to rebuild their homeland.

last but not least, may all my loved ones be blessed with care and love.

i thank you.

ahhhhh!!!!!

life's been rather stressful recently, especially with the upcoming mid- yr exams, and the endless tests which i have to study and sit for in the recent months. gosh, the immense pressure from all these assessments is pressing on me so hard that i thought i will suffocate soon :( i still dun wan to die yet :X

anyway, it's been quite a while since i updated my blog. pardon me for that as i really cant fork out time to add new entries. besides, my life has been revolving ard school, homework and tests, so there arent really interesting and spicy stuff to add to your delight. haha..

seriously, i think this entry will be kind of crappy as i cant think straight now, and my brain's closing down soon. haha... so i shall go n have a gd nite rest. gd nite ppl :X