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Friday, November 06, 2009

counting down to finals! hmm..loads of revision to clear, and i hope i can do it! (: pia thru this one mth, and there comes my beloved hols! haha..cant wait for dec to come soooooonnnnn!!

haha..met up with dimsum fam last week! had a great time at swensens and a leisure walk ard esplanade area :D its really good to chill for awhile durin this hectic period. dun really wan to become a bookworm! haha...i'm not so no-life kies! i still need some entertainment once in awhile :D


woohoo!! i'm gradually increasin e distance i jog, from 5 km last week to 6 this week!! haha..heading for my 10 km! hehe..cleared my 6km in ard 50 mins, so i wonder how long will i take to clear my 10 km?? hmm..wonders* but anyway, i will not rush, and pace myself slowly :D

gonna meet up with my cuzzziess next sat!:D haha..aft so long la! i guess got 3-4 mths plus? hehe..it will be a time of laughter, and loads of photo-takin again!:D i'm so envious of my cousin, he's finishin his O's soon!!! and i'm still stuck, with loads of revision to go :( haixxxxx!!! JIA YOU AH ROUI!!!

next week's e last week of this sem!! time really flies! still remembered a few mths back i just ended internship at SWCDC, and was headin back to sch, and now it's gonna be Finals and Hols again!! what does this show? im growin older :( wonder why times flies to fast as i grow older? do u all feel this way??? or maybe it's only me? hmmm.....

haha..kies kies, here's some photos durin our dimsum outin:)


qianping, me and peishi with fullerton as backdrop (:

haha..dantar's request to take pic with lamppost!!!


haha..GOTCHA!


dim sum family (:



hargao, xiaolongbao, dantat and siewmai :D

hehe..my turn and qian ping's turn with the lamppost (:

art piece of hargao !(:














6:39 AM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

HELLOoooo pplz!(: haha..sorry for the lack of update for the past few weeks, cox ms rosie has been busy chionging her proj and assignments! haha.but to sad to say, she has two more individual essays to clear, so well, all e best to her! quickly settle her essays so that she can start revising for her final exams!!

anyway, despite her busy schedule, she will not forget her friends!(: haha..met up with my sec sch clique last fri for a karaoke session! had hell loads of fun singing with them, and i sweared the guys were screamin into e mike most of the time, rather than singin! muhahaa!! esp wang han yu and li ju, their rendition of akon's lonely was super duper funny! laughed till i couldnt breathe! hope to meet up with them and the remainin as freqeuntly as possible! :D

not forgettin my dim sum family whom i'm goin to see this comin sat! haha..it's been quite sometimes since the chinese garden outin!!:D and we're heading to VIVO this time round! haha..halloween nite, hmm, wonder how can we spend this crazy nite! (: with e bumch of fun-lovin friends, its e companion that matters most!:D

gonna head to sch soon in half an hr's time! haha..long day for me today, will only be ending class ard 4pm :( haa..then maybe gonna jog after comin back! yeah, ms rosie is jian fei-ing! she thinks she is gettin fatter each day :( * FATS, get away from mE!!! * shooo shoooo!! a kg or two doesnt matter, so long there's decline in e weight!! haha..

dec hols comin soon...wondering how shld i spend this hol?? work, slack or go for hol?? i badly wan to go on a hol!!! give me one!! nvr mind, still got a mth plus to go before i can really declare myself free from those mountain loads of sch work!!

hang in there everyone!:D we gonna see the end soon!!(:

5:18 PM

Friday, October 16, 2009

BRAIN DEAD!! past few days were really brain-draining, and I really wonder how i survive??? but anyway, cleared my mid-term exams for abnormal and cognitive psy FINALLY! down with one essay! haha..but MORE to come still!! nvr mind, shall give myself a short break today, as my brain really cannot function anymore :(

I need chicken essence, and whatever thing that can boost my brain power!:D best if there's a thumbdrive for my brain (: anyone who can invent one for me, i might consider marryin ya! muhahaa.. i think the last comment will scare ppl off :P

going for aishah's bro weddin this sun!:D haha..quite excited since it's my second malay wedding (: and not forgettin i can get to see my beloved Gaylanders aft the last outin during Hari Raya! at least there's something this weekend to look forward to :D and yeah, gonna head back sch tml for GEK proj! hopefully we can get everything done by tml yeah, then it wil be another essay down! (: *prays hard*

off i go ppl for my short rest!(: haf a good weekend to everyone!

1:57 AM

Friday, October 09, 2009

this week has been a crazy and stressful one for me. With preparation for 2 mid-terms next week, essays to complete and projects to rush, I really need alot of motivation and mental strength for the remaining of the semester as i foresee greater workload, and inevitably, pressure from more deadlines and exams. I will do my best, and not let myself be overcome and defeated by STRESS!! haha... give me a break, i need one badly, even a day of fun and entertainment is sufficient!:D

dan tat's mum has injured herself, and I hope that she will recover soon, and dan tat will stay strong and positive during this period. it must be hard on her, having to cope with work and household. DAN TAT aka my beloved YUAN YUAN, remember even if the world should go down, you still have us for support (: A BIG HUG FOR YOU!

anyway, went johor a few days back with mum and sis. it's been ages since i stepped out of spore. haha...the pages in my passport are so clean la! sooo pathetic!:( though it's a short trip, but i still had some fun thou. visited a few shopping malls, and grabbed some stuff. I'm not a mall person, so I actually prefer to walk along the streets and look at the landscape of the country. due to unfamiliarity and safety reasons, I didnt manage to do that:( let's hope that I will get the chance to travel out of spore soon, this time maybe to HK or Taiwan!! :D

and yeah, Happy birthday JAvier!


mummy :D



pictures during vic's farewell! hmm...i hope he is coping well in BMT!(:





7:31 AM

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Dim Sum Family finally had an outing on mid-autumn eve:D haha..our first gathering, but it's a pity that chee cheong fan couldnt join us :( but nvr mind, we will meet up with him aft his POP to eat dim sum tgt!:D haha...

we went to CG, and walked around. it's free entrance this year, since there's no celebration held. we played with sparklers ( thanks Dan tat! ), and had quite alot of fun! haha.. spent abt an hr there, and headed to jp starbucks to chill aft that! haha.. talked about quite alot of stuff, and it's a really nice time spent with them! hahaa..dim sum fam shld meet up again soon!:D

spent my weekend at home chionging abnormal psy!! haha..hopefully my efforts will pay off ! (: e-learning week next week, so lectures will be conducted on web! cool!! :D


xiao long bao, har gao, siew mai, dan tat (:


playing with sparklers!:)



threesome!:D



dim sum family :D

VICTOR, if you happen to see this, here's wishing ya all the best for ur BMT alrite!!:D jia you worx, and we will meet up soon!!


5:40 AM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

jus finished watching fann's and chris' weddin live broadcast on channel 8, and i have only one word to describe the whole wedding ceremony: GLAMOROUS! (: i was smiling to myself throughout the whole show as I felt really happy for them, and oh man, they're really so sweet! haha..i especially like their maldive's photoshots, and fann's wedding dresses (: a touch of elegance coupled with a tinge of uniqueness, I sOOOO love them! hee...so makes me wanna try on a weddin gown now! (:

hmm...after watching the show, i so feel like gettin married now! lolx.. i can slowly dream on!!:X haha...but anyway, I hope that my wedding will be a posh and romantic one!!:D who will my husband be??? *wonders* have you all ever wonder who ur future partner will be? has he/her enter ur life already, or are they still somewhere out there, waiting for you?? (:

I hope that I will have a loving and faithful husband, someone who understands me, and is willing to accept me for who i am. *pray hard*

and oh yes, met up with my fun-loving SWCDC interns friends yest for vic's farewell at SMU Settler's Cafe! (: played quite a few card games, and had loads of fun with them! esp with our gifted joker of the day, by the name of VICTOR, who made me laugh so hard to the extent that I couldn't breathe! he's really gifted, i swear ((:

shall upload e photos when i received them :D haha..keep a look-out alrites, esp if u wanna see VIC's poses with the statues!(: it's really classic! muhaha..

6:56 AM

Monday, September 21, 2009

i received many msges from friends asking if i am alright after they read my last blog entry. thanks to everyone who cares, and dun worry, i'm not depressed or anything. it's just a posting for my own reflection(: rouisanna is still that bubbly and cheerful gal :D but i'm really glad to have you guys around, supporting me in everything i do. i am really thankful (:

For some reasons, I always feel that I am blessed. I might not be the most fortunate girl in this world, but nonetheless, I still consider myself fortunate. Since young, I have been brought up well by my grandparents whom never failed to discipline me if I did something wrong, and it's due to their strict discipline that makes me who I am today. Without their guidance, I would have strayed to the dark side, and not be the good-natured gal whom everyone loves.

i will be talking about my grandparents in this entry. As i have been brought up by my paternal grandparents, my relationship with them is therefore closer as compared to my maternal ones. For 12 years ever since i was borned, I lived with them under the same roof, and slept with them in the same room. Ah ma would fetch me to and fro from school everyday, and all my friends and teachers knew her as a very friendly person. I was proud to have her as my granny, and my sociable character is partly due to her influence(: Ah gong also played his role well. He would take my sister and I to have roti prata every weekend at a nearby coffee shop, and he would stack up the chairs for us to sit, and tear the prata into pieces for us. He also taught me how to ride a bike too. Everynight, I would sleep next to them on the mattress laid out on the floor, and I would tuck myself to sleep by sucking on my finger, and playing with my ah ma's middle finger ( it's an old habit of mine:X ).

I was really a very mischievous kid back then. I did many terrible things that hurt quite a number of people, and one of them was ah ma. I will never forget that incident in which i upset her so much to the extent that she broke down. I don't think i will be able to erase this incident from my mind; it will always be part of my childhood memory. I was shocked back then, but leopards never changed its spots. Despite that incident, I was still quite playful and disobedient. Being caned and getting scolded were still daily occurrences for me.

Despite my inappropriate misbehavior, I was still doing quite well academically in school. I was in the top class, and getting the top few rankings in my primary school days. As i grew older, I gradually learnt to behave better, but getting chided was still common. Whenever I got back my results or report book, I would show them to my family, and my grandparents would always say the same thing " ji xu nu li" ( which means continue to work hard). They were not good at expressing their emotions, but i knew they were really happy that their granddaughter was doing well in school. For once, I felt that I was doing something to make my grandparents proud. Even till today, what motivates me to do my best in exams is partly due to the fact that I want them to feel proud that they have a capable grand-daughter.
Days passed, years flew, and soon I was in secondary school. My parents bought a new flat ( the current flat I'm stayin in), and as their daughter, I therefore had to move out from my grandparent's place and back to my own home. I was very reluctant to go back to my parents, and I cried so hard. I told ah ma I don't want to go home, and I wanted to stay at Bukit Batok with them. I knew they were upset that I had to go back too. It was really a low period for me. I had no choice; I had to go. After moving back to my parent's place, I would still visit my grandparents as frequently as possible. When the time came for me to go back again, I would tear secretly. I cried, not because I disliked my home. I cried, because I missed ah ma and ah gong.

even though i am 20 and grown-up now, they still see me as their small grandchild. I will still visit them occasionally, and ah ma will never fail to cook my favourite food for me whenever I go over to their place. They have both aged quite alot, and I will want to spend as much time with them as possible while they are still around so that I will not have any regrets when they leave. I used to cry whenever I thought of them not being around anymore, and sometimes, I still tear. I know that this day will come, and I cannot do anything to stop it from arriving. No one knows what will happen tomorrow. All I can do now is to cherish every single moment I could have with them, cause every moment spent with them will be a part of the memory of us together.
Whenever I visit the temple, I will pray for their good health, and that God will give me the chance to show my filial piety to them. Ah ma and ah gong went throught alot of hardship, and even though they are in their old age already, they are still not able to enjoy the last stage of their lives. I really hope that God will hear my prayer, and bless them with good health so that they can live longer to see me get a good job and probably have my own family. I believe that my happiness will be equivalent to theirs as well, as every grandparent will want their grandchildren to do well. I want them to leave in peace when the day should finally come.
What lies in the future is unpredictable; I can't promise they will live to see everything. But I know that I can do my part now to make them happy, and that their efforts in rearing me had not gone down the drain.

If not for their unrelentless love and patience, Rouisanna will not be who she is today.
my family.

ah gong and ah ma on Fathers' day 09
To my dear friends, learnt to cherish the people whom you treasure, before it's too late.

1:10 AM